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My Journey With God, No. 124

Shaun Bradford

It’s early in the morning (a little after 2:30 a.m.) and I’m wide awake. This past week has left me exhausted. I fell asleep before 8:00 P.M. Now, I’m up thinking about several things I still need to finish up today. Then, tomorrow I have obligations to fulfill—fun obligations. However, all I really want to do is chill.

All of this has me thinking about things I’ve asked God for or have said I wanted. All are requiring me to show up, not only physically but mentally. Yesterday I found myself asking, “Is this what I asked for?”. And the answer was yes. It’s what I asked for in seed and baby form. I have to keep nurturing and growing it. The funny thing is, I can’t throw in the towel or quit. I have to see things through.

A few weeks ago, I wrote about balance. I’m not sure why I thought it would happen overnight. It’s also something I’m continuing to work towards. Some days are better than others; however, I’m getting there.

Anyhoo… Just felt like writing instead of journaling. Plus, it’s been a while since I’ve written without writing to encourage others. By the way, I’m a great aunt! My oldest nephew had his first child (a son) a little over a week ago. I can’t wait to see him in person. They asked what I wanted to be called and for some reason I blurted out “Auntie Suga Baby.” Now, where did that come from?!!😂 Talk about Southern!

Anyhoo… Good Night/Morning. I need to go to sleep or get some work done.♥️

Love you,

Shaun

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Insanity Part 2

Shaun Bradford

A few years back, I wrote the following post—“Insanity” (click the link if you’re interested in reading). Basically, the post was based on the quote, “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” And it’s quite true. If you want different results, you must do things differently.

However, I have found that doing what you love doing—repeatedly—without any expectations, is freeing. It allows you to dance to the beat of your own drums as often as you like. You know, it’s like dancing in the rain without a care in the world. Or lying in a field of beautiful green grass looking at a clear blue sky. So freeing!

My advice—Be you!

Do what makes you happy, even if it appears you’re going in circles, or not making any progress. It’s you being YOU!♥️

Love you,

Shaun

**Ha! Not sure why, but the song that‘s currently playing in my head is “ICU” by Coco Jones. Welcome to my world!