Transparent Moment…
A couple of hours ago I did something I typically don’t do – express my feelings without second guessing myself. Usually, I overthink things which lead me to not fully feel everything I’m feeling at that moment. Basically, I suppress my feelings of excitement. Been doing this since childhood because everybody can’t handle the magnitude of my excitement.
Today, I chose to be a true fan. Let ALL of my fangirl glory show. Then, someone said one little thing that made me feel like that little girl again. HA! So interesting how that happened. I went from being happy to feeling weird. This is definitely something I need to work through. Living a life where you feel you can’t fully express yourself isn’t really living, is it?
Less than two weeks to 50. Will I live my life out loud or continue to box myself in because the real Shaun is too much for most?
Life…
It’s Shaun’s World 