Good Night (1)

Y’all, today has been some day. It really has. Ending this evening with a post that I shared this morning on some of my other platforms.

I originally shared this on September 29, 2021. I pray it blesses you as much as it has me. Remember to be patient with yourself. God is working.♥️

“It takes time, patience and grace to become the person you know you are meant to be. So, be kind to yourself while God is working. #ItWillHappen”

Y’all, I believe I am finally feeling what many people feel when they hit 50. Never thought it would touch me, but it has. I am beginning to feel like I did not make the most of my 30s or 40s. There are so many things I could’ve done better like made better decisions or let go of things sooner. I could already be doing everything I imagined. Yet, here I am.

As we know, life doesn’t come with do-overs, and I am so grateful God allows us numerous opportunities to get things right. However, I can never recoup the time I have lost.

Lately I have been wondering how I can make up for lost time. What can I do to rapidly move things along? I still have dreams and ambitions, but 60 is now less than 10 years away. Y’all, I should’ve had this degree already. I should be married again by now. Yeah… celebrating 50 years of marriage was a real goal of mine. I keep trying to act like I’m okay with it not happening, but I’m not. Guess I could’ve been celebrating 21 years this year and working towards that goal, but I wanted to actually be in love. Life… Gotta love it!

When I tell you Year50 is something else! Whew!! Everything is surfacing. Hopefully this means that I will be a new and improved person by the time Year51 gets here. God is definitely working… on me.

Thanks for allowing me to vent. Tomorrow will be a new day and much better. I know it will.

Good Night!♥️