All morning my mood has been pretty even. No highs. No lows. Just pretty mellow. I used to believe if I wasn’t feeling the least bit of something, whether it was anxiety or joy, then something had to be wrong. I had to be depressed and not know it.
Well, today I am feeling nothing and I’m not depressed. It’s difficult to describe, especially when you have always been a feeling/emotional person. No random thoughts. No thoughts of the past. No thoughts of the future. No thoughts of what I will be doing in the next hour or so. Nothing. It’s almost as if I am in a meditative state without actively meditating. Just sitting here writing and staring out the window admiring all of God’s glory.
It’s a very interesting space to be in without intentionally being in it.
Life…
So mysterious…
Not going to interrupt the flow of things.
Be Blessed♥️
Shaun