Trusting God

I feel lost. I understand what needs to be done, personally and professionally; however, I am not sure of what move to make next. Where do I go from here?

From September of 1998 up until Momma’s death, every decision I made was somewhat centered around her. She was always calculated into my every move. Where I lived. The trips I took. Her care. Her needs. All of it. Now, her life and journey is no more. It is finished. Complete. Now what?

This morning my phone vibrated and my first thought was something had happened to Momma. Then I remembered she’s no longer here. I didn’t cry. Didn’t really know what to do. As I mentioned, I just feel lost. Hopefully by this afternoon I will have a plan for the rest of the week. I do not like being in this head space. I have so much to do personally and professionally. I have obligations to meet and all I want to do right now is be.


Trusting God to guide me through this process because I need him right now. I know I say this all of the time, but my kids are the best. They are my rocks. Grateful and blessed.♥️♥️

2 thoughts on “Trusting God”

  1. Your first obligation is to grieve…it won’t be easy, but don’t let “life” get in the way of this process. It will not feel good, and the need to be busy will only prolong the emotional rollercoaster that you’re on right now. Do what you need to do…your life will take shape and your priorities for yourself will come into focus, and your new journey will begin. Still holding you and your family up in prayer…

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