Yesterday was very long and draining— mentally and emotionally. So, I reinstalled my social media apps with the intention of only posting my blog and managing business accounts. Needless to say, I fell right back into the same trap as before. I could not stop scrolling through the stories. Some of the stories were horrifying– people being tear gassed, looters destroying stores and properties, and people crying for justice. While other stories offered hope– law enforcement officers marching alongside protesters, white friends and colleagues recognizing and denouncing racism, and people being blessed in the midst of this madness. All of it was so overwhelming.
Some time during my scrolling and crying, I fell asleep. When I awoke, I had this song stuck in my head, I Surrender All. Growing up, we would sing it during alter calls (part of church services where people asked for prayer). The song says:
I surrender all
I surrender all
All to Thee, my Blessed Savior
I surrender all
Y’all, I needed this reminder. For the sake of my sanity, I have to surrender all to God. For the sake of humanity, we must surrender all. There is a scripture in the Bible that reads:
“Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken.” Psalm 55:22
Believe it and be blessed.
Shaun
My song all day and night was Fred Hammond’s Be a fence! Jesus be a fence all around me everyday…I’m doing all I can to stay focused on the truth is that God is being God, and all of this is the way He wants it to be, but my soul is weary and I can’t take anymore!
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Good Morning, Deborah. Praying God brings you peace. He’s got you! Keeping you in my prayers. Everything is going to be alright. 🙏🏽❤️
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