Life

Just Thinking– A Facebook Memory from February 6, 2019

Seems as if this platform is becoming a catch-all for my Facebook memories. Smiling

Here’s what I shared four years ago:

Just thinking…
What would my life be like right now if I would’ve stayed in Kansas after high school? What would life be like if I had never joined the Air Force? What would life be like if I would’ve had an abortion or given my baby girl up for adoption? What would life be like if I would’ve turned down my orders to Turkey? What would life be like if I…

I have made so many major decisions over my lifetime that I consider pivotal points. When I look back, all I can say is, “Thank You, Lord! I believe I made some pretty awesome decisions.” Believe me, there are decisions I wish I wouldn’t have made, but somehow God turned those bad decisions around for my good. Those decisions didn’t break me. For that, I’m forever grateful! It was nobody but God!

God is so amazing, y’all. There is NONE like Him. I honestly couldn’t have made it this far without Him. Amen

Y’all, I am so blessed.

Life

Hello Sunday

I know y’all think I’m over the top with my praises but God is soooo good.

Journal Entry– February 5, 2015

This quote was taken from a message I had sent my sisters on that day describing God’s goodness. As you can see, nothing has changed. I’m forever praising God. Y’all, He’s just so good, so wonderful, so loving. I am so blessed to know and trust Him, and even more blessed to know that He loves me.

That’s all I have for you this Sunday. I could murky it up with other stuff, but I won’t. Just know that God is amazing and I can’t help but praise Him like He is. Forever Grateful

Have a blessed day and wonderful week!♥️

Shaun

Life

Wait: Part 2

Wanted to add more context to this morning’s blog as well as share how God works. So this morning’s blog was based on a Facebook memory from last year. On this date last year, I posted “Wait,” but with a different caption. Seeing it this morning was so timely because this week has been about waiting– waiting for phone calls to be returned, emails to be answered and for God to work a few things out.

Now that I’ve written it out, maybe this week wasn’t as much about waiting as it was about patience. Especially patience without becoming anxious or allowing my imagination to run wild with reasons why calls weren’t returned or emails weren’t answered. This week, which was the first time ever, I just allowed things to be. I didn’t worry about the whys; and by earlier this evening, everything was good. All calls, texts and emails had been returned. Whatever I thought needed a response at the time that I expected it actually could’ve waited.

Y’all, I’m still learning to live from a place of rest, a place of peace. I’m so grateful for God’s blessings. I’m so grateful for His love. Y’all, I’m actually allowing Him to lead.

Shaun

Life

Wednesday Writings

God Is

“Surround yourself with like minded people.”

I have heard that said more times than I can remember and I am just now grasping its full meaning. Not even sure why it took so long. It is not like I haven’t been in the presence of like minded individuals because I have… I have for years… decades! We have worked together; attended conferences together; eaten together; sat on boards together; had lengthy, in depth conversations; and yet, I never truly felt like I belonged. I always felt like an outsider. How could they possibly relate to me, Shaun, not LaShaundrea?

Or, maybe it was me always trying to separate the two identities.

Maybe I hadn’t fully embraced LaShaundrea. Now, Shaun. I knew who Shaun was and I know who she is. Believe me, she is fully embraced. However, LaShaundrea… I have had a very hard time trying to find where she fit in. I know all of this sounds crazy because I’m talking about myself like I am two different people and in third person; however, it’s how I feel. It is how I have felt since my very first teacher addressed me as LaShaundrea. LaShaundrea was never Shaun. And then when they started addressing me as LaShaun…

Talk about having to play so many roles based on what people expected of me. Or was it what I assumed they expected so I acted accordingly? Interesting, huh? So many “Aha” moments this morning.

Well, something happened around the end of last year. Something that changed the way I felt. Wish I knew what happened. All I know is that I began to feel like LaShaundrea belonged. I was finally embracing her. Shoot, she’s my brand! I better embrace her. Anyway, I, LaShaundrea, no longer feel like an outsider or imposter among my like minded peers and colleagues. I actually feel like I belong.

I’m so grateful God never gave up on me. He’s been placing me in the right places with the right people all of my life and it’s taken this long to finally feel like I belong. Talk about crazy!

Hey y’all! Thanks for reading. Wishing you a wonderful Wednesday and Month of Love. Take Care!♥️

Shaun a.k.a LaShaundrea