Momma–
I cannot begin to describe what I am feeling. I have cried. Smiled. Laughed. And cried some more.
I am truly going to miss you.
Thank you for loving me!

My life. My world. Love, hope, peace, joy & happiness.
Momma–
I cannot begin to describe what I am feeling. I have cried. Smiled. Laughed. And cried some more.
I am truly going to miss you.
Thank you for loving me!


The last few days, actually months, have been quite challenging. Not sure if this is the most difficult season I have had to endure, but it’s pretty close. Although things have been a little crazy, I personally believe I am handling things well. I know that if any of this would have happened a few years back, I would have had a mental breakdown. Thanking God for growth. Thanking God for the smaller challenges – the ones I did not believe I would make it through – they prepared me for what I am facing today.
I believe I am doing better this time around because I am only focusing on, as well as holding on to, things and relationships that are most important to me. They are keeping me afloat.
I pray you are focused on what’s most important in your life. Love you!♥️
Shaun
Never give up on your dreams. Endure the process.♥️ ~ Shaun

Life is short and time is so very precious. Make sure you are intentional about enjoying it.
Have fun!♥️ ~ Shaun

Feeling empty… alone… lonely… or abandoned?
Lean on God. He is always with you.♥️ ~ Shaun

A couple of weeks ago, I came across a blog I had written either last year or a few years ago about how my months seem to flow. In January, everything seems new. In February, I start planning how to execute whatever new ideas I have come up with. March is my happy, kind of carefree month. It’s when I seem to hear God the most. Then April comes… There is just something about April that’s not so shiny and bright. Yeah.. for some reason April is always gloomy. It’s the month where I begin to feel ghosted by God. Like, did He pour so much into me during the first quarter of the year that He has to take a breather and regroup? What is it about April that makes me feel abandoned, alone, and empty?
Thankfully, the blog reminded me of what was to come. At the time, I kind of blew it off. Told myself it was just a phase I went through in the past; that I was no longer in that space. Well, low and behold I am there!
So, how will I handle it this time?
I am going to lean in to God. I am going to pester and praise Him even more. Unlike us mortals, He won’t mind the pestering. Maybe that’s the part that I have been missing. I am supposed to chase Him, not retreat from Him.
Yes… I just need to focus on God and get through this month. May is when things miraculously brightens. Then June happens. June is when I’m the most happiest. Still can’t believe I will be 50 this year.
I don’t know about you, but it seems as if I am forever a student of this thing called life. Once I believe I have mastered one area, I discover I still have a long ways to go in another. Nothing is ever perfect.
Here’s a Facebook post that I shared a year ago:

This is all I have for you today. Praying you have a wonderful Wednesday.♥️
Be Blessed,
Shaun
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